by the power vested upon me by the lords of hearts up above, I hereby declare myself as officially taken..hehe
but it's not like it happened last night or a week ago..it's been almost a month since I proclaimed that we're officially on.. so obviously, we're gonna be celebrating our first month very soon..as in like days soon..and yeah, i'm very excited coz I never had so much fun in a relationship like this before..honestly.
(i also know that you read my post regarding my ex who changed his status to "in a relationship" a few weeks ago. it's the reason why I said I'm not supposed to feel all huhu because after all, I've taken the first step shortly ahead of him. we just didn't let people know right away coz we didn't wanna shock everyone's nerves out knowing that my current bf and I have matchmade each other to just about every girl or boy that we know (we've been friends since high school) .yeah, knowing that my ex has gone to the geli-less phase of his life hurt but i guess that's totally normal.remember my post where I said that i was so happy?it was during those times that I finally realized that yeah, I've been looking everywhere for the guy who's gonna sweep me off my feet. I didn't know he was just right under my nose.)
oh no. don't make so much fuss about my excitement. I know pretty well that it always starts like that, all happy and giggly but yes, pessismists, you are right: eventually the sparks gonna fade in the long run. that always happens more often than not and I'd be playing hyppocrite if I'd say I don't believe in such because I've been there myself and so have thousands of my friends...
during the first few months, everything runs smoothly.. (except on the one i had with my controversial ex coz on the very first day that I said yes, we already fought.)
everything's all about roses and chocolates..
everything's all about hugs and kisses.. and yeah, that thing,lol (not applicable to me though.hehe)
but after the 6th month, everything goes topsy turvy...
differences become objects of disagreement..
egos become subjects of arguments..
pride becomes the priority..
buckets become filled with tears..
711 run out of kleenex stocks..
and food chains and ice cream parlors double their revenues..
sad but true..it's make or break..
It's always like that but sorry, I don't wanna dwell on these negativities right now.
I mean, I'm totally havin so much fun so I deem it utterly stupid to stress myself with these possibilities in the midst of euphoria..
I just wanna enjoy everything that has to be enjoyed before we enter that dreaded phase where couples do nothing but fight and throw hurtful insults at each other.
I just wanna enjoy every lil joke that we crack on each other..
every anecdote that makes us laugh our hearts out..
every realization of each other's hidden aspects of personality..
every story in the past that we love to tell over and over and and a hundred times over again..
every sweet good morning greeting..
every lil act of concern and affection..
every memory of our friendship years that we love to reminisce..
every discussion of how our friendship evolved to a more intimate level and how it seemed so impossible years and months ago..
everything that's going on between us right now..
yes, it wouldn't be all yeheys forever but for so long as I'm having these times of my life, I'm gonna be super fine and A+++happy!!
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